i cant sleep for the past 2 days, gahx why! and yes my mind is wandering about. i even think me stuff that ain't gonna concern me like: in a game of hide and seek, the finder is always gonna win. just stand at the origin and wait. the hiding people will get worried after some time of not being found, and in turn, start finding other people, including the finder.

Gonna do something important today (its about 2am so..i mean in a few hours time)
Watched 12rounds today (ok i mean yesterday). Good job WWE and john cena. (yes i am an avid wwe fan, i still have my wwe trading cards that use to worth hundreds of bucks. Due to low demand, their value fell a lot)

was blog surfing, and flashbacks rolled in my mind. why do i feel sour and bitter as i read and look at pictures. it happened so long ago. i wasn't upset or unhappy then, why should i be now? pull yourself together kelvin, be strong! i've a strong urge to sms wanyin about it, but she'll probably say oh really? then say i've a fantastic memory, then tell me not to think so much, and move on.

yup i got a fantastic memory. i remember almost everything, except my homework and vital academic knowledge. i even remember that theres this dumb player in chelsea called mineiro, who's basically sucking wages, and not playing. almost everybody on facebook chelsea forum was like "oh ya! i forgot about him!" when i mentioned him.
i remember details of the 1st time my class met each other, if you guys read my earlier posts. i remember how i met every of my friends, i can narrate how, just ask me.
i can tell stories of events i've been to. i remember every bit of 0702 bbq in dec07. i remember every bit of mural painting, orientation08, athena boys lan at serangoon, going to mini toons with chunhern to buy shoelaces, and chunhern paid with nets. i remember wanyin and janelle shoes no shoelace holes. i remember athena will gather and makan during common lunch breaks, sometimes dance too. i remember the naval base primary games day. i remember eating with wanyin gekhui joce and friends. i remember a boy fell and was bleeding and was in pain, so i took him to the t/ic for 1st aid.
i rmb nyco performance at some home for the aged sick. it was a last minute thing for me. i even rushed home to get attire, didn't even prac the song once at all, sight read both songs. took bus with suyi and we chatted and chatted. i even rmb the contents. it was abt how i became in nyco, and her life in beatty.
i remember how i got to know dominic and weijian. i was walking through the back gate of school, and saw them playing basketball. then i joined them in a game of abc. i remember every single prac, and how infuriating ms ding is, one day ask me play soft, one day ask me play louder, in the end syf day i played too soft (according to my dhsco friends, which i so agree with)
i even remember my p1 days, when i told my teacher about my friend barry not singing the national anthem properly. i remember in p3 my class boys bully an indian girl, srigayatri (i never know how to spell her name), we got hit with a ruler on the palm by our form teacher mdm annie koh, and made to apologise to the indian girl. i remember a bunch of us skipped school lessons with tummyache, school bus-ed to kovan pte clinic, and the dumb doc think i freign it, but i'm sure the expired durian cream puffs i ate got me the runs. we got off with a warning from the vice principal, and a phone call to our parents. the school even got ava to inspect the canteen stalls.

why cant i remember my school text like how i remember such stuff. they aren't exactly the stuff you would store in long term memory. people say forgive and forget. i can forgive, but never forget.
really thinking of random things lately. watched eragon and i,robot 2 days ago, though its probably the 3rd time watching for both movies.

ok i still can't sleep, but i don't know what else to blog. even if i blog, nobody reads my crap. its 2.40am.

ok, was playing ball at neighbourhood, and i fell backwards. it was dramatic.. imagine me slipping on a banana peel, that sort of falling stance. but it was me jumping, competing for a rebound with another guy, and i somehow fell backwards. i landed more on my left side, so i knocked my left elbow and hip-bone. initially my elbow hurt like mad, tried to brush it off and think the pain will fade away fast, but as soon as i tried to straighten my elbow and continue playing, the pain struck back. i thought it was broken or cracked fragments of chipped bone, and there goes NS hooray! but after 20secs, all pain is gone, and i'm back in the game. sad. still must go for NS :(

ok i yawned! must be a sign that i can sleep soon. by the way i'm blogging with handphone. my laptop with my sister, so cant put photos. use handphone also good. quite fast, no hassle of start up waits. no problem, as there's dictionary. type fast.

Ok i'm gonna try sleep. Publish.

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