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Sunday, July 27, 2008
i am a dork. i am a dope.
what-ever~!
and now whenever my dad opens his mouth, he criticizes me.
say what attitude problem, stupid, siao-ting-tong, idiot, useless....
never mind, i'll take it into stride.
are all dad's like that?
if you think they are like that, say "aye" at my flashbox
if you think they arent all like that, say "nay" at my flashbox.
feel free to add some comments, or talk about your dad there too.
last but not least, blame yourself for swimming too fast during fertilization.
"but remember, each and everyone of us is a champion before we are born. we won the race in which 2million other unborn siblings lost to us. they sacrificed their chance to be born, just for us. make the best use of this rare 1 in 2million chance.
if you dont live life to your fullest, you are letting down 2million other siblings who might make use of life better than you."
-Ernest Wong.
SUPERteen
You were with me till;
10:28 AM
Monday, July 21, 2008
peektures and personal.
i promised peektures. i aint feeling in the best mood, but i'll try make my peektures entertaining and light heated.
once again, i'll begin with my big idol, felicia chin~
wowie~ this is a good idea. allow people to enjoy waiting for an mrt. should put up more in singapore. every corner, every pillar.
cant get enough of her, here's a close up~
look at this, dunno wad it is huh~ some chinese box of something? old chinese tales?
nah. its food in a box nicely packaged. see~
nice nice. and this photo is also evidence i studied.
i dunno if i ever upload ths photo, but nonetheless, i'll put it up.
who can get enough of vitagen huh? moreover, its felicia chin's commercial. the more the merrier.
amg mo kio hub, with zay jie and huanyi. we queued for this. but zay cant stand the smell.
sorry, none for you. dno wad it looks like? go buy lo~ $1.50 for one durian pancake.
yes everyone wants my martell cordon bleu. nah none for anyone~
my desktop picture now. a com in a com, in a com, in my com.
another craving of mr bean. yes i am a bean fan~
i wanna rant something. i be honest, i just sobbed. the moment my parents closed the door as the went out, i cried. like nobody's business.
i dont like crying infront of people. its a once in a purple moon if i ever did.
yes, i know i didnt do very well for mid yr, but daddy, please understand that i've improved about 30 marks for all and each papers, excluding GP. ou've been yelling at me for your whole life. and you just did it again an hour ago.
i dont blame you if you dont understand education of today. you never made it pass o levels, i cant help it. but i understand that you rant for a good cause. but its time i wanna make things clear. its nothing negative. although i never say it or what, i love you daddy and mommy.
to daddy:
you never gave me any before, since i was born.
you never praised me when i learned how to crawl or walk.
you never praised me when i ran my 1st 1500m race and got 3rd.
you never praised me when i got 3rd for my 100m
you never praised me when i got 2nd for my ball relay.
you never praised me when i do something right, or something praiseworthy.
never acknowledge my efforts to help out, or to ease your burden
you never praised me when i got into EM1.
no happy face when i got my bursary.
not happy when i top my class in maths and science
no smile when i got 252+2 for psle.
no contented face when i perform on stage.
not delighted when i make the basketball team.
not proud when i prove people wrong that i can play bball and rugby despite my size.
never proud with all my medals.
not happy with all my certificates.
but for once, at least when i need a pat on the back, when i need the extra backing, when i need the encouragement, when i'm most down and on the verge of breaking down and give up everything i have in life...
i dont need your encouragement
i dont need your hug
i dont want much from you
i just want you to
smile at me
and tell me
"son, i believe in you. i'm a happy dad."
You were with me till;
7:56 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
been dead for so long...
here's the return of the dead blogger. the chronicles of the dead blogger. dead blogger begins.
exam results are so shitty. i dun wanna talk about them le. just that i got improvement on most subjects. but they are still demoralising.
beanny laoban tell me to look forward. i shall then. bwah i'm a disappointment. but i shall prevail.
i got rid of zonealarm, avira antivirus and spybot.
got rid of adobe reader 9.
added comodo firewall, rising antivirus, revo uninstaller.....
so basically, my com boast a uber cool arsenal.
comodo firewall
rising antivirus
superantispyware
spywareblaster
CCleaner
eusing registry cleaner
windows registry cleaner
advance windowscare v2 personal
revo uninstaller
ram idle LE
pandora recovery
format factory
belarc advisor
PDF xchange viewer
foxit editor
foxit reader
clean virus msn
avira remover
the KM player
auslogics defragmenter
Hijackthis
expstudio audio editor
thanks to pandora recovery, revo uninstaller, internet-test, comodo, belarc advisor....i rescued my PCI utility today. it somehow worked fine in the morning, then refused to connect me to the internet in the afternoon. i had to wait till about 1hr ago then my internet cranked up again.
okok this is getting mundane.
i promise pictures soon. to be continued in the next episode: the great adventures of the dead blogger.
hint: it contains, once again, felicia chin~
You were with me till;
10:58 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
haiiii. results results results.
i dont like mine, though i improved since block test.
maths is ok, but the rest...oh my god. yarh thats the expresion others will give me.
gp, bio, chem...all screw up. screw up.
and i certainly hope econs wont, but from what it seems like, it will.
i need someone nice to talk to, and someone who understands, and encourage me, make me work, make me realise, that all is not lost. and will that someone work hard with me, spur me on, and certainly wont leave me behind even when everything seem bleak.
thats what friends are for. no matter what happens, nothings gonna change that true friendship.
today was a long day, but i'm gonna love everyday i spend in school. i like my friends i have now. thank you all who appear in my life =)
You were with me till;
11:11 PM
i got horrible bio results.
i'm so sad.
today theres a horrible 4hrs 15mins break.
and guess what, the lesson on recurrence after the break is darn not-so-important.
wasted my time.
went home, take things, wash up, take bus to thompson to deliver the things, and return back home. and watch tv. and blah blah. here i am, not wanting to extend this post longet than the full stop that occurs after this.
You were with me till;
12:07 AM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
hmm. chem results, maths results, and GP paper2 results out le.
maths: i'm not satisfied, i know i can do a billion times better
chem: i'm heartbroken. i'm disappointed with the paper.
gp p1: dno why, but my class doesnt seem to do well at it, and its shocking la.
ytd photo, survey, and lunch, and durian pancake with zayy jie and huanyi.
and black crumpler came, and picked sister from airport.
today morning send dad mum and sis off for their trip to malaysia and thailand.
i'm all alone in singapore now till they return.
haix.
T.T !!!!!!
You were with me till;
8:57 PM
Monday, July 7, 2008
GSS is nice!
but shopping overseas might just save more.
bought new apparels!
and i might just buy much more.
yay black crumpler hoax arriving tomorrow night! =))))
sis returning from taiwan tomorrow midnight, and leaving with parents at dawn 6.30am.
thus, singapore seems more like a transit for her -.-
stress stress stress.
i dreamt that i didnt do well for mid yrs. serious. it made me jump out of bed at 4.37am last night. is this an omen?!
rarrrh. scared....really scared!!
You were with me till;
8:07 PM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
peektures!
peekture time!
once again, i'd like to express my undying love for my idol, FELICIA CHIN, by supporting her commercial ad, VITAGEN COLLAGEN. and yes she's darn hot and cute and wadeva positive adverby to describe her. and no hafiz, i'm not sharing her with you, so YOU HANDS OFF.
dont intrude channel 8 ! especially laying your eyes on felicia, no no you dont.
my ever messy table is not as messy anymore. i cleared it before mid yrs. this picture was way before mid years. and i got an armchair, so this chair returned back to the dining table.
my wardrobe and bed. yes i dont have a bolster.
some of my cousins, grandparents, and some maids. a house warming with family members. i hope i can organise one for my frends too. soon i hope, or after A's. rarrrh need to find time.
yes some delicious food. anyway that carlsberg and cake and blah blah is mine. sorry i dont like tiger beer.
an evidence i reached school to study at 5.45am. during mid yr last year. nah i dint do it this year.
3 for $1.20. no longer 1 dollar. inflation at work. bought 3 of this from a peddlar at serangoon gardens. i'm caring for the poor can!
hello panda snack while studying
if only we had 25hrs. what will we do for the extra 1 hr? SLEEP!
and this photo is now my desktop display.
You were with me till;
9:40 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
《鼓吹狮城》 - 吹打音乐会
南洋艺术学院狮城华乐团将于二零零八年八月三日(星期日)下午五点正,假维多利亚音乐厅举办《鼓吹狮城》吹打音乐会。
狮城华乐团的吹打乐组向来活跃于新加坡华乐界,1988年举行了首场吹打乐专场《吹打乐演奏会》。
在乐团的艺术指导丁怀成先生和郑顺利先生的教导下,组员的演奏技巧和默契都达到一定的水平。
除了经常在音乐会中演绎不同风格的吹打曲目,吹打乐组也曾多次在全国音乐比赛获得合奏项目的冠军和全场总冠军荣衔。
在这场音乐会中,狮城华乐团吹打乐组将呈献经典的吹打乐曲如《将军令》、《大得胜》和《黄河之水天上来》。此外音乐会节目也将包括笛子齐奏《跑旱船》、唢呐独奏《喜庆胜利》、以及多首打击乐合奏乐曲《打春》、《鼓趣》和《Fanfare for Percussion》。
地 点 : 维 多 利 亚 音 乐 厅
日 期 : 2008年8月3日(日)
时 间 : 下午五点正
票 价 : $10 $15 $20
售票处 : SISTIC (电话:6348-5555,网站:"http://www.sistic.com.sg/"
A City of Winds and Percussion
The Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts City Chinese Orchestra will be presenting a concert of wind and percussion music, entitled :A City of Winds and Percussion.
The concert will be held on 3rd August 2008 (Sat) at 5.00pm at the Victoria Concert Hall.
The woodwind and percussion ensemble of the City Chinese Orchestra has been actively involved in the local Chinese music scene since its establishment.
Under the tutelage of the orchestra’s artistic instructors Mr. Ding Huai Cheng and Mr. Tay Soon Dee, it has demonstrated technical expertise as well as strong musical rapport among its musicians, which has enabled it to garner top prizes in several local Chinese music competitions.
The repertoire for this concert features classic wind and percussion ensemble pieces such as Command of the General, The Resounding Victory and Waters of the Yellow River, as well as Dizi ensemble piece Rowing Boat on Land and Suona solo piece Jubilant Victory.
In addition, the percussion section will present several contemporary percussion ensemble pieces, including Beginning of Spring, Joy in Drumming and Fanfare for Percussion.
Venue: Victoria Concert Hall
Date : 3rd August 2008 (Sun)
Time : 5.00 PM
Ticket Prices : $10, $15 and $20
Ticket Office : SISTIC (Hotline:6348-5555)
Website:http://www.sistic.com.sg/
You were with me till;
5:51 PM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
sometimes i think to myself, should i go for cornea replacement?
will anyone donate a cornea to me?
my right eye doesnt seem to get any better.
if you dont know, i got microscopic keratitis in my right eye between april and june. its some fungal attack.
it led to itchy eyes, red eyes, eye blood vessel bursting, short sharp pain, vision blurring. yea it was never comfortable.
Doc= some indian woman
at first doc thought its some particle or what that got right into my eye.
then after some time, thought its some minor germs. gave me steroid and some antibiotics.
doc= young chinese woman
on one occasion, they scraped my cornea. before they scrape, they gave me some anesthetic. and my eye didnt like it. scraping involves inserting a needle into your cornea and taking from jelly-like cornea out. and at the same time, removing some colonies of germs.but nonetheless, the job was done. my eye survived.
then on another occasion, have to scrape again, and put that stupid anesthetic again. i think my eye got angry, and decided to blink like nobodies business. then it happened.
the needle penetrated deep in due to my eye's protests. and ZAAAA~! a scar was created. and my vision in my right eye is TADA~ blur ever since.
doc= the most professional doc in national eye centre
and worse still, i went for a 3rd scraping. BECAUSE THE DOCTOR SAID THEY CANT DETECT ANYTHING FROM MY PAST 2 SCRAPINGS. dang.
i think the doc got fustrated with my eye keep blinking, and decided to stop after a few scrapes with a metal blade, the type used to shave sideburns de. guys should know.
so after all the scraping, and the scar, my right eye is bad.
got stronger, steroid, better antibiotics and eyedrops.
then next appointment, they said its that stupid microscopic keratitis. got some non-commercial anti-worm-cute-packaging-tablets. the packaging look like some medicine made in rural vilage of timpaktu. doesnt look professional packaging, yarh. wadeva.
take le, then no more red itchy pain eyes.
then after a few more consultation, i'm discharged on june 19.
but my right eye seems dead.
back to my question,
WHO IS WILLING TO DONATE POOR KELVIN A CORNEA?
dang, to think NS need to fire guns, and gotta look through the binoculars thing on the gun to aim at enemies. i wont be able to see anything through my right eye. boohoohoo.
i think i'll shoot my fellow NS men.
please please, donate me a cornea.
You were with me till;
11:55 PM
ok i found the solution to my slow com.
inadequate ram allocation for processes.
so i got the coolest stuff for coms with lower ram.
its called RAM Idle LE. allows you to free up more allocated ram should your com need more.
yay!
my com's much better now.
anyway left 2 papers.
damm the "bio last papers" curse. rarrh.
dont you agree veron? hahahah.
and i'm gonna play ball on friday like theres nothing to worry about.
actually there is.
the results.
You were with me till;
10:58 PM
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