★ the little world, and the big dream ★
Friday, November 30, 2007
=)
i think i'm overall satisfied!
working is definitely tiring. totally, not for the faint hearted.
especially mine.
26th nov:
went to warehouse office at sims drive. saw one guy...maybe slightly older than me, smoking by the door, and another guy, super tall (i found out its 192 after 2 days). he seems quite experienced. well, we waited for someone to open the door. then soon, some dumb looking china boy came (he's 24 yrs old, found out soon). well, work began. was able to click together after not long. the boy is jerome, cheena boy is shi lei, and tallie is xu chun (turn out to be my good buddy after not long.) we worked worked worked, slogged slogged slogged. it rained, heavily. nonetheless, like always, we stacked pallet after pallet. theres an indian driver called ronesome. cool name huh, especially for an indian. rarhs. work ended at like..10.45pm. cabbed back with xu chun, using company funds. couldnt sleep in the night. kept dreaming of whats gonna happen at expo.
27th nov:
went to work at 9am. main job was loading pallets and wire mashes up lorries. took lorry to expo hall 6. worked and worked. its totally crazy lohh. unloading like...freaks. basically its only me and xu chun unloading. at 2pm, there are around 10+ new comers arriving. their job: setting up wire mash, price tagging. me and xu chun unloaded 5 lorris full of pallets. i lorry have around 8 pallets. that makes 40 pallets. plus we have 4 glass cabinets. 25 wire mashes, and a big stage. just the 2 of us moving those stuff. we're like..quite pissed nonetheless. of course lah, with the amount of manpower we have, and yet just 2 sai gang warriors?! we worked till we're like, walking dead. its evident. its no use asking people for help. its better we do the job ourselves. asking others to do is more of a hassle. they'll either screw it up, or not even bothering to help, so why ask?!
anw, theres a booth that looks like a toilet. our 3rd booth. the size of a toilet. we call it a toilet booth.
went home with xu chun, peixin, swee yee and tiffany. swee yee is a big chao ah lian. i repeat: CHAO AH LIAN~ tiffany laughs once every 10secs.
28th nov:
work work work. its more work and work, putting up media, using the trolley to transport stuff here and there, to and fro from booth 20 and 56. but at least it beats moving stuff from lorries. the clearing up process is really horrible. bahx. these 2 days of setting up is like freakily horrible. imagine the ease of destroying everything on the last day. build house difficult, destroy house easy....the girls could leave at 10+, while we guys worked till 2. bwah!
29th nov:
i'll sell for 1 day. try my best to clear as much as i can before i take a break the next day. i managed to clear quite a lot, considering its the first day. peixin got switched from post to post before she finally settled on selling cd cases. hahax. gotta cooperate. if my customers buy my media, they might just buy hers to store them. if they buy her cases, they can buy media to fill it up. =.= i drank like...10+ bottles of water...too much talking. oooh gosh, our shirts are belano yellow tee~ eeeew!! i sold all imation cds. good job! =)
30th nov:
i took 1 day leave today. can rest, then later go shicheng. wuqiang's gonna perform with us. i woke at 2pm, then i went for a haircut. felt feverish, and had no appetite. ate 1 meal the whole day. went shangyin to return my sis's blazer and collect mine. then sat mini-van to dhs. prac wasnt very successful.
1st dec:
work began at 10am. sell the whole day. cleared titanium cdrws, verbatim's dvdrws. verbatim dvd dual layer left 3pcs. not bad! vivian wanted me to work tomorrow too. bwahs!
2nd dec: concert day!
woke up feeling so shaggy. rushed over to vch for rehersal. concert was...RARH! crowd was minimal. i screwed my solo with that freaky note! it was meant to be 2456456224564562, but due to some weirdness i cannot explain, i played 245645622564564 <---look at this freaky mistake!! my solo before this was...not as good either. this concert is rather horrible for me. liangshan was good for me. yuhou is good. qinbing wasnt bad, apart from near the end, when i was suppose to cresendo faster than what i actually did. badddd.
rushed over to expo to clear more stock, realising that a lot of epower media are sold, and the 3 pieces of dual layer are sold. lot of titanium dvds are left!!! verbatim cdrws are totally not in demand. so i sold sold sold more titanium dvds. futile attempt. i cleared tdk cdrws. epower dvds left 1 piece. packed up. PACK UP!!!! it was quite fast. ended up that we packed till 2+.
just when we're leaving, swee yee found out that she lost her phone, wallet, mirror, hairbands, earring and comb. the expo doors are closed, so the only place we can search is the loading bay. nahx, they arent there. so, peixin and me decided to go back there tomorrow( in 5hrs time ) to look. just when we are going to look for a cab, corrine(manager) came to join us. she suggested to go make a police report, so we cabbed to bedok npc to report, then we went 7-11 to get corrine some munchy stuff, then cabbed back.
3rd dec:
slept for 3hrs, then went to paya lebar mrt to stone, cause dearest peixin overslept, and woke at 8. so i stonned at mr bean, enjoying the smell, munching on my green tea biscuit. then i mrt-ed to tanah merah to wait for her. she came and then we went to expo, keeping swee yee on the phone anxiously. i found her wallet, earrings and hairband, while peixin found her phone and mirror. no comb....
then we went to tampines to watch enchanted at cs. nice! i like the chipmunk! =DDD lil cutie! little heavy chippymunkky! our breakfast and lunch is popcorn~
we poked about toysrus and played with toys -.-
then we went bugis to look for some staff. nahx they werent there =(
so we went back. swee yee must have been missing her stuff...><
catched singapore vs vietnam on telly. vietnam look much better during 2nd half. but their atrocious first half cost them the whole match. i have to say that isa halim's sending off was harsh! luckily singapore are spared fazrul nawaz, who got a yellow for a tough tackle. it appeared that the red was meant for fazrul, but thankfully it got isa halim.fazrul and khairul amri are vital for singapore's success.
i slept at 7, woke at 9am today.
today is like...boring. i slept a total of 14hrs once again.
You were with me till;
12:30 AM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
=D
i have something to show everybody!http://www.sistic.com.sg/cms/events/index.html?content=1325
弦筝和韵,笙管齐鸣
南洋艺术学院狮城华乐团将再度为观众献上大家喜闻乐见的经典曲目。乐团将演奏一系列与战争有关的曲目,如已故作曲家彭修文的名作《秦•兵马俑幻想曲》,顾冠仁的《秦王破阵乐》等。特邀上音音乐学院与上海音乐学院联办的新加坡华乐分级考试考官王永德、徐超铭、吴强,以及部分成绩优异的考生呈献独奏曲目。
拥有33年历史的南洋艺术学院狮城华乐团,成立于1974年,前身为新加坡广播局华乐团。音乐总监兼指挥郑朝吉是1993年文化奖唯一得主,也是多次中国国际民乐比赛的评委。2007年6月,他率领狮城华乐团远赴北京、吉林省长春演出,获得极大成功,受到中国音乐界一致好评。
日期:2007 年 12 月 2 日 (星期日)
时间:下午五点正
地点:维多利亚音乐厅
票价:12元、15元 (不包括 SISTIC 行政费)
购票:SISTIC (63485555)
网址 : www.cityco.com.sg
Sounds of War
The NAFA City Chinese Orchestra presents its popular classics series with invited guests from the Shanghai Conservatory of Music.
The orchestra will perform the well-loved orchestral pieces on the theme of war. For instance, Fantasia “Terra-cotta Warriors” and “Qin Wang’s Victorious Campaign”. In addition, the guests will perform a repertoire of solo instrumental pieces on the erhu and sheng, while budding talented Chinese orchestra enthusiasts will perform technically challenging pieces such as the Capriccio of Liangshan.
Established since 1974, the NAFA City Chinese Orchestra, which is formerly known as the Singapore Broadcasting Corporation Chinese Orchestra, is highly regarded not only in Singapore but also in Asia and beyond. Led by Conductor and Cultural Medallion recipient, Mr Tay Teow Kiat, the orchestra has successfully performed in numerous cities in China, including Beijing and Jilin’s province Changchun city in June 2007, and has received numerous favourable reviews.
Date : 2 Dec 2007 (Sunday)
Time : 5pm
Venue : Victoria Concert Hall (VCH)
Ticket Prices : $12, $15 (excl SISTIC charge)
Ticketing : SISTIC (63485555)
Website : www.cityco.com.sg
You were with me till;
11:20 PM
=D
i had a great day today, at louis's church.
thanks louis~
hope church sure was cool~ it looks like a cinema on first sight.
then they were like...high~ jumping altogether like in a nightclub, clapping to the beat of the praise songs, and its a live band!!
met many people i know there, and made many new frends too. to tell the truth, i really aint good a remembering names. i recall...sham, kaiwen, timothy, faith, ren hui, ehhhhh thats about it.
sham was really nice. he's a j2 nyjcian from...i think o612/14 i forgot!! and theres also another girl from 0604. and sham has a pronunciation problem...-.-
its a nice day~ =D
hope i visit them again~
and thanks louis for buying the shicheng concert ticket! =D
You were with me till;
11:08 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
=(
i dno what exactly sparked off what happened today.
no hard feelings. just...letting out everything that has been harbouring in me for a long time. i felt much better after letting out everything.
not shooting anyone or anything. its plain...its against ourselves. its just...trying to point out the negatives in us. trying to spur ourselves and motivate ourselves. to find out our shortcomings. i'm just pointing out stuff. take it as some soulsearching.
it was intentional. my tone and the way that i put my point across are intentional. i did it on purpose. yes it was. its to enforce what i've said. i hope you all will remember it.
yes it sure sounds arrogant and egoistic. once again, deliberate. i hope through all it, you all might remember it better.
i'm normally not like today. but, i have to let it out, and i gotta go my way.
no hard feelings yea.
i can see, that that msg, is truly from the heart. no feud kk. but, i need some time to really get over this feeling. i have to say it, but, nyco is not my top priority. i have my reasons, and i'll explain to you all, one day...
everything is gonna be normal. no diff.
i cant give my 100% to nyco. i just cant.
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i'm gonna post some stuff here. it might sound awful.
i joined nyco, as a contract player. just for SYF. so that i hve something for my sgc.
after syf, i decided to continue soccer. but, i forgot who. either luojun or wing jie called me, and ask me to turn up at the co room.
and its like...one of the last few co things. no songs to prac, nothing. and its like...time wasting. so happens i'm free, so why not, just visiting.
perhaps due to my appearance, or whatever reason, someone took it as i'm continuing.
before long, its the qing gong yan. apparently, if anyone remembers, i wasnt in the best mood. just sat at a corner and stoned. i didnt touch the cake. not a lick, not a mouth.
when asked what i wanted to be, i wasnt thinking. i just blabbered some stuff that could pass off as a decision. djy SL sounds logical. so i just mouthed it. it was NEVER real. i couldnt say "i wanna leave". it would be crazy if i said it then.
why was i unhappy that day?
big reveal: i was thinking like, i'm a contract player. why the hell am i here? i shouldnt be here.
so i left early.
after that, i left soccer. i dno why. perhaps its because i missed a lot of training. perhaps i dont like the coach. yea, i didnt like his physical training sessions. its worse than track training.
then, i didnt have a cca. i somehow got selected to go comm interview. it was expected anyway. that was how.....i got into co. much to my unwillingness.
after that, the reason i keep getting from others for me to stay on is "you're a SL, you cant leave now".
dang! i should have joined like...odac or drum before i got stuck in this position.
i admit. co can be fun, because of the people.
it was never fun during pracs. it totally bores me.
and, theres no goal when in nyco. theres nothing that i'm working towards. i see no meaning.
i sure hope cco can help me out of this thing. wan gui...help me kk! i sure need that external cca letter. help!! if i get that letter, i'll go for every concert if i can! =D promise!
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everything here, that i've posted, is whats bothering me. yea it sounds horrible, but, today is the day that i should say some of these.
i still love nyco. the people here are great.
its just the stuff we do. i see no meaning. i just wanna leave.
it sounds irresponsible, but, i gotta go my own way.
i dont know what i'm doing all these while.
period.
You were with me till;
12:18 AM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
=)
CITY CHINESE ORCHESTRA presentsSOUNDS OF WAR2 DEC 2007
5.00pm
VICTORIA CONCERT HALLTicket price: $12 / $15 ORDER VIA SISTICprogramme includes1) 秦兵马俑2) 秦王破阵乐3) 梁山随想 (Suona concerto) 4) 雨后庭院 by Wu Qiang (Liuqin concerto)and many more.... A memorable evening for all who attends.
You were with me till;
2:24 PM
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
=)=
after 7.5 mths in 0702, maybe, its time to say somethings. time for some things from the heart to pour out.
when i first came to nyjc, i was uber worried. my srjc buddies all aspired to enter nyjc, but only sk and me did. yea rather sad. i was worried i cant find friends in nyjc. my og, the only ones i was really interacting with are zhiyi, joey, junyi, and wanting. a bit of ian, and sheldon came to talk with me too. to say the truth, nyjc is a bore. then, a bunch of srjcians, including me, ponned orientation last day to return to srjc. cassandra, johnathan, perry, terence and me. we came back for pizza, and then i left nyjc. ponned disco nite. really boring life. i miss srjc. i miss my bismarck mates. i miss bismarck ogls. i miss 1s02. i miss my basketball teammates. i miss my clique. i even miss srjc college song.
then during some dumb team building camp, 1 met my class. it aint the UNITED 0702 yet. i remember ice breaking was a sad thing. its still one big iceberg. gab and shelia are, clearly thinking why the hell they are sitting there trying to break ice. we were suppose to introduce ourselves, and then they were like, rushing through the process. venessa is like...ehh psyduck, yada yada yada. so, that guy is psyduck. ok psyduck he shall be. 0702 is split into 2 circles, which dont look like circles. then, somehow, i became captain of 0702 part 1. erm. gosh. i remember i can only like...recognise zayy jie (her name's darn special, aint it? zaylene~ wow!), gab (she has this, i dont wanna be here face. at that time. REALLY! really la!!), shelia (same reason as gab), joey (she's the one trying to introduce new people to existing people), joanna (haha, nygs de. she's like, wad school rules? heck it! and she didnt dye her hair backk! unfair!), and yin cheong (joey introduce us de).
so, i only know:
zaylene, gab, shelia, joey, yappie, venessa, yincheong, joanna.
then during some dumb game, called conquest, i was like...taking attendance, and i got to know jiaqi (the guy in the class that is not me, yincheong or yappie)
after the 1st day of the dumb camp, i swore that i shant turn up for anything the next day. its like...8am to 5pm, 2 games. so jiarong and me planned, tmrw play ball.
the next day, after taking attendance, me and jiarong met in the canteen, and MIA the whole day. went to his house and played guitar and slacked. then went back school to play ball.
then, next few days of school, its like...yincheong and me decided, its better to stick to his clique, comprising derek, dj, shuyan, michelle, casslyn, hueiminn, koozy and yuhan. koozy actually take mc everyday to come back ny. wow. and he's smart. erm, yea so this clique it is. went to play bowling, and meet in canteen after lectures. its like, clique > class. yea, its my style too de la. i'm a clique>class person.
but things soon changed. i dno how.
soon....
i started playing ball, and joey soon joined me.
yin cheong and me are like..ok the class has 4 guys, and its gonna be like..yarh you know.
zayy jie and huanyi are studious.
yappie, xiuli, kaiting and pekyee are mapling
jiaqi is always lost, and dno where he shall be. he doesnt seem to have a fixed gang
like: sihui and qiying, yihui and siew hwee, doreen and eileen, tanisha, loshini and joanna, zayy jie and huanyi, yincheong and me, venessa and joey.
with these info, i planned mural painting. mrs ng wanted me to plan the painting in batches, like..one grp of frends paint here, one paint there, and one grp break, one grp wash. but the plan seems to fall apart, cause....the class just wants to paint together! HURRAY!
sports carnival is like..=) i guess the class is much closer after some lectures and pe lessons. after sports carnival, zayy jie, gab, sihui, qiying, me, yappie, xiuli and kaiting went to makan at kallang kfc, with gab laughing with yappie, and an ice-shooting battle going on. =D
blood donations seem to bond the class, with yincheong the most enthu doner..
donuts seem to pull some of us together. gossips too. and the forever joking bunch of gladys and lulu. with all the canteen hours, and all the weird events like yellow ribbon, open house, career seminar, college day, our class has bonded. and the current craze is facebook =p
alrites i shall stop here.
some random stuff:
1) i thought during 2nd orientation, that yincheong is like some, big shot, after his dance on stage. like..some prominent figure in nyjc. i dont know whether i can interact with him. i thought it was a nightmare for me when i found out we're in the same class.
2) yincheong told me that doreen is nice.
3) class tee was, difficult to plan.
4) i though we would starve on tchers day.
5) jiaqi, copies what yincheong and me do or say.
6) sihui is darn friendly.
7) yappie laughs at least once in 10secs.
8) i though yihui voice would be darn soft and higher pitch. it turns out to be lower pitch and tone than me.
9) i predicted right. yincheong got himself a gurl. that gurl.
10) i thought i could score in econs. promos killed me. i was expecting a B.
on a whole, i got a uber united class. from different walks of life, to get together. we're a miracle. i've enjoyed every moment. totally. its quite a pity that i've only got to know some people better later, like...dory. around when arh? around after june holz bahs. around there la. some people i got to know them quite fast, like qiying, joey and zayy jie. but, the truth is, 0702 is now a i-know-you-you-know-me-we-know-everybody class. its like...everything bonds us together. and real fast. from the times when we stack drink cups and make jiaqi put them at the collection point, and the going out to buy milk, and mugging for bio prac, copying bio and chem hmk, yincheong not wanting to be a gigolo, agreeing to wear class tee tgt, miss nanyang....its all the memories we create. i remember during bio lecture, when someone from our class got shot a question, we would whisper the answer to that person. and mrs ng commented on how united we are. yays!
we're not a class, we're a miracle. with memories beyond college, and living legacies.
as for the harsher truth, 0702 is down 5. i just wanna say a few words.
0702 still has 26 monkeys. its is 26. i dont care, its still 26.
dory/bingyu/chow ah lian, =D the pond story havent end kk! tortoise always here de. and tortoise wont abandon fishy. and we can continue bullying that duck. =DDD who knows, i might join you next yr! =) haha. chowchow! its really great knowing you leii! yincheong was right la. its a nice year this year. hopefully next year we can have more fun than we had this year! =D k la k la, i shall say it. you are not ah lian la...=x but got ah lian face >.< ahhh dun whack me!!
james! oopx. go buy milk again? i wannt!!! =D go jay chou concert la. dun miss it kk! dint know you doodle a lot....lol! =D niu nai hao! he niu nai~ good luck in being jay chou sister! WHAHAHAHA!
jiaqi, yincheong, joey.....we're like...one big slack bunch. tsk. err...no worries man. there would be more memories created. go call chicken more often la.
i wonder how would life be without yincheong in our class. and ladies, dont bully the rare guys. *looks at zayy jie* and gab stop throwing poo at me! and bingyu dun throw water le la! and sheshe, dun pick fight with me! fight jiaqi!
there's no explanation for this awesome sensation throughout the year.
0702~we're a miracle.
i love my class =)
and the story continues....=)
You were with me till;
11:04 PM
=)
here's a little something.
i supported:
PSS1: derrick hoh (very, squirrel)
PSS2: tan diya (she's so cute and charming, and she look like a little fox =D)
Superband: LUCIFY! (gosh, cool!)
CSS1: KHIM! (awwe! cute! and such an OMG voice)
Css2: seriously, none, but...had some space for zanny, and a little for benjamin. benjamin can sing, better than that little monkey..
i dun watch superhost, and yongbuyanbai. these are dumb...
ever realise those i support dont win?
and arh, for star awards, please support:
1) FELICIA CHIN (OMG! need no additional comment. its like..OMG!)
2) jesseca liu (k lah, she sure did well for shouzu)
3) tay ping hui (still winning fans after so long) i hope to see him in top 10 again.
4) gurmit singh. its nice to see him win. i dno why.
5) a soft spot for priscelia chan. chen shi mei. jeanette aw too. NOT because of "my son in law" drama. jeanette aw is a consistent good performer.
for 25yrs, i think leenanxing deserve to win something. i sure like his "The Unbeatables". Ever miss "he ping de dai jia", "shaung tian zhi zhun", "chu lu" and all these wonderful serials? these are the real award winning stuff.
i'm bored. its anyone's guess.
You were with me till;
5:03 PM
=)
work work work. school school school.
school life is sian la. totally.
go school like...1hr 2 hr liddat de. then do nothing else. stone, waste life away.
dont feel like playing ball. then at home nothing to do.
dont wanna gunbound anymore. dun wanna audi.
bahs.
anyway, my new home is in sengkang.
*whines*
its such a boring place la. only have like compasspoint.
then wanna do something like...pool or bowling or go fun places, must travel long long. that includes school.
TSK.
moving there around january, or maybe feburary.
RAHHS.
the only good thing is...i'm getting new furnitures, new blah blah yada yada.
i wanna a double decker bed. top shall be sleeping bed, bottom shall be converted to a sofa! then i want a beanie chair, a lava lamp? <-hopefully. parents would most prob say its a waste of electricity.
then i want my room paint nice nice. then hopefully can have space for a L-shaped table, a real cool table light, and.....any suggestions?
holiday plan...dad's dying to go some angmoh country. erm. bahs. shall go oversea see got what angmoh stuff maybe can buy put in my room.
*mimics hossan leong tone*
go youtube type hossan leong, watch the star wars de. funny.
You were with me till;
2:33 PM
Thursday, November 1, 2007
=)
theres this eagle, soaring near my home. what a majestic bird...
but its crying. nonstop. probably lost its young..
cliche.
havent been bloggin lately. cause....
a dumb rain killed my wireless connection at home. so, only 2 days ago i got it fixed. apparently, my mio voice died, and my modem got screwed. currently, out of the 4 phones at home, only 1 can work now. but my internet is back =D
went back to dhs yesterday, to rescue my sticks. couldnt find my pencil case T.T
ate kfc. whee! played some ball today. whee!
high school musical concert was nice! that drew guy can really sing. he's some, music guy in producing the HSM songs. and he can really get high and high the crowd, although not many ppl know him....
bahs. i'm enjoying life for now~
still searching for a suitable house. anw, fyi, my apartment got en-bloced. so i am homeless.....=.="
You were with me till;
5:14 PM
★ Flipside ★
kelly ang
kelvin ang 26101990
desires
ball
friends
freedom
music
want to be hardworking in university
unwanted
brinjal
heavy metal and techno
irritating and mean people
santa's list
iPhone 4S
robot to do my homework
more memory space and ram in my brain
and yes, good university grades
★ the sun and green hills ★
snoop around
music fills my world