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Sunday, June 29, 2008
com review
i decide to do something which i might never get any reply here.
i'm gonna ask for suggestions to crank up my com system.
i'm running
desktop setup:
intel pentium 3
256mb ram (one of my 3 ram cards failed, so i only have a combine 2 of 256)
nVidia graphic card manager
registry cleaners/system cleaners:
eusing
windows free registry cleaner
CC cleaner
Hijack This
antivirus, antispy, firewall:
avira antivirus
spybot search and destroy
superantispyware
zonealarm (firewall)
internet:
PCI GW wireless singtel mio broadband
Mozilla firefox 3
Internet Explorer (should i delete this? i never used it ever since i started using firefox)
and i defragment super often
so what can be the friggin problem be!!!
its slower than before. the problem is beside the defective ram.
i'm gonna get my ram replaced and buy a better graphic card soon. rarrh. talk about inflation. and the stooopid rising price of everything.
rice, oil, meat, petrol.
i wonder if a couple of silicon chips will burn my pocket or not.
dang, also the birthday presents. rarrrrh. i want munny!
anyway, just a word of caution guys.
viruses are super damm effective nowadays.
just delete your antivirus for 3 hours, and 3 viruses will find their way to yor computer and spread 1 spywares.
thats what happened when i was relacing my avast with avira =(
You were with me till;
8:17 PM
bwah. i love econs.
but i missed so many lectures cause of my stupid right eye which still cant see properly.
imgonnafaileconsimgonnafailecons!
and chem the next day aint helping.
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2:07 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Nyco thoughts
Dear nyco members, and whoever who wants to read this,
i gave some thought about some nyco issues, and i finally realise why nyco will never be like dhs.
nyco is too small. and has super duper limited funds unlike dhs. members are like inevitably indispensable.
and when they are indispensable, you can never motivate them to practice hard.
in their mind its like "so what if i dont practice? you cant get rid of me. without me, you'll have nobody!"
this is true, for a tiny winy orchestra.
in dhs, its like, 55members a level, 220members orchestra.
and selection for syf competition is about 80-100members. that means some members will not make it to syf.
and for us then, its rather embarrassing if others qualified to make it into the orchestra for syf, and you're not. yes others will think you're lousy, and cant perform like them. LOSER!
and this spurs people to prac hard so as to prove themself worthy to make it to syf squad.
as for nyco, its like...everyone's in no matter wad. if you're the only one that play sheng or zhong hu or bass, you're in, no matter how lousy you are. you're in. you HAVE TO be in.without you and your part, we'll all die.
and the happy member will be like "OH MUAHAHA I'M IN ALREADY, COME LETS PARTY FOR 3 MONTHS~ , i'll kick some ball on monday to wednesday, booze myself drunk for thursday to saturday, and bang some girl on sunday"
what about practice instrument?
"OH dont worry about it, i'm in the syf member list man! chill~ come have some booze, and i'll fetch you a girl."
they think they're good. while other schools who have big orchestra prac like mad. members desperate to qualify themselves in the syf list.
and yes, now to the financial side. although nyco receives "huge funding", its nothing compared to the 5 digit figure dhsco receives.
and the damm school is SOOOOOO goddamm cheapo, from god knows when BC until now, they refuse to buy a MUYU which is like...about $200 to $300 for an average black one.
much less replace the timpani or buy some marimba or other cool instruments. they wont even FIX the vibraphone, or buy some drumsticks. damm.
lazy members + sucky school management = forget about being up there, or receiving gold with honours.
they can psycho themselves, and repeat "gold with honours" 1million times a day, but if they dont do serious intensive prac, i assure you, unless other schools withdraw or get drunk on stage, there in no way nyco is gonna get the award.
i forget 1 thing. the instructors.
OH who the HELL are they?! yes they are in sco or wadeva, but, god, what the hell are they doing? with those lacklustre attitudes, slacking or wad, telling stories through the lesson, having 20min breaks and chitchatting with one another. besides ding lao shi teaching tby, i can safely say, the others are crap.
i cant motivate them to love music, much less have a passion for co. it just wont go into their mind. teens at this age have raging hormones which dont move with the music. what can i do? SHOPPING! MAPLE~! GIRLS BOYS~!
which one says CO~! ?
the couple of co enthusiasts cant make the whole tiny winy orchestra Apassionata music de chinese orchestra.
i came in with a big bang, didnt want to stay, but somehow stayed on, thought i can revolutionize the orchestra, only to fail to the management, teachers and attitude. i cant make use of 12 years co experience to make a mini orchestra a roup bursting with awesomeness.
nonetheless, i made my stint at nyco 2007-08. i have to admit, a few reasons made me bade it goodbye even before it officially ends. i still kept hopess high, until the end of the second intake of j1s. then all my hopes faded away.
oh zhiwen, good luck.
she's one person i'm confident that knows what good co music will be. and i'm sure her fellow members are supportive of her. er hum, may you make a huge impact on nyco. good luck la. you'll need that.
nonetheless, i thank i friends, fellow members, and teachers whom i have worked with, foster good ties, and created friendship, be it in music or off music. i thank you for the memories, be it good or bad. i'll forget the bad, and remember the good ones. i apologise for any mistakes i made along the way, be it music-wise or not. i apologise for failing to make nyco a roaring success, as my efforts are blocked by obstacles i never expect to encounted. may your pursue of good music never end.
signed,
Kelvin
NYCO 0708 percussion section leader
period.
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9:02 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
mini doughnuts. they dont look anything like doughnuts though...
my new aqua spongebob and patrick mouse.
yes i totally love felicia chin. in fact, i'm helping her and vitagen do free advertising.
FELICIA CHINNNNNNNNN~!!! <333333333
omg dont get me started on it, i go non stop about her.
i love her so much, in fact i think i'm the first person on earth to love her that much. the first time she appeared in 7pm drama "the champions" trailer, i totally fell in love with her.
still remember myself debating with friends over who's more hot: felicia, jeneatte aw or fiona xie.
and yes, you know who i'm behind all the while.
i'll pay anyone $50 to let me talk to her in person.
$100 to anyone who give me her mobile number.
You were with me till;
9:32 PM
aint this the cutest organism alive?
yea this too. which cuter ah?
my favourite curry chicken mee from bugis hawker centre.
some nice coffee, and nice mudpie from there.
best cake ever. kawa cake from chocz.
cheers to bruddas.
You were with me till;
9:14 PM
hmms. maths mid yr paper 1 an 2 gone. didnt do 1 whole page of maths paper 1, and about 41 marks gone. chem paper 3 gone, and i screwed it up real bad. bio paper 2 gone, and it was quite horrible.
gonna meet djy bruddas soon again to finalise our nmc stuff. its time to display real talent.
i'm putting on weight due to exams and holidays. i duno when can i shed those pounds. this year seem so packed.
cutting down on those bodypacking pills doesnt seem to stop any lipid from accumulating. dang. i need a good workout.
econs paper on monday. chem papers on tuesday. bio on thrus and fri.
this is one big time when i'm feeling unprepapred for econs paper. and i cant find my notes!!!
my blog is so dead. even with scribefire, i dont seem to be blogging often. this explains low viewship.
never mind, this means nobody reads. so i can start gossipping!!! muahahaha~!
You were with me till;
8:34 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
yada yada yada. i'm bloggin. 5 more days till mid yrs, and i havent studied finish!!!
anw today's download day for firefox 3, in 40mins, i'm gonna lay my hands on it.
beanny i know i shouldnt be here i'm sorry. if i hang around here longer she'll fire me.
cyaz guys on mozilla downloading centre!!!!
You were with me till;
12:22 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
heyyyo
just added scribefire to my firefox. first entry using it to blog.
hmms this is totally COOL!!!!
okok back to complex numbers.
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10:59 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
lazy to type stories. hope this peektures can increase viewership.
evidence of a *erhum* glutton.just for fun kk. she claims she love food too anyway.
she spotted the food.
"i want lion's share" said the queen.
whose hand is that ah? reaching out for the food...
who else? -.- "since nobody is eating, i shall eat it myself."
UHM~!
other random peektures.
guess what i saw on tv? BARNEY!
guess what i bought at sengkang's pasar malam? RAMLY BURGER!
guess who i saw in the new paper? SHINNA~
yes yes, squint your eyes and try to read the words.
pretty huh. she's labeled as a soccer babe.
guess what this yucky thing is. possibly a mix of celery and mashed potatoes.
nahhh its the green tea mcflurry.
guess what i saw at Parkway parade? BABY LOONEY TUNES~!
awww so cute~
guess what we did to nanyang's field....
You were with me till;
10:58 PM
Monday, June 9, 2008
beanny pok says i nv blog and update. so here i am.
i watched kung fu panda today. and yea its funny.
but the ending a bit horrible. nv tell us the secret behind the finger-hold-and-pinky-move. tai lung just disappear.
and the story is quite lame la.
go watch it, be it nice or not. not worth the price of a movie ticket though, but, yea...inflation at work.
i wanna work hard. but i just cant. too much distraction, not determined enough..
dun think can get most improved award in any way. unless chem is all about organic chem, maybe i stand a chance.
rarrrhs. i wanna work hard. i shouldnt be blogging. but i just cant stop typing.
i shall stop here.
stop.
stop now!
NOW!
rarrhs it doesnt work.
yadayadayada.
anyway euro is going on. i catch up on it, but nahh not crazy over it.
i want germany to win. i dun want portugal to win.
anyway singapore is out of the darn world cup qualifiers, unless they score 15 goals to save their stupid goal difference.
kkkkkk STOP!
go work.
You were with me till;
11:58 PM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
SOMEBODY OUT THERE, PLEASE TELL ME TO STUDY~!!!
never mind, no fear, beanny xuanqi promised to hire me in future, with a high pay. woots~
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1:22 AM
★ Flipside ★
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desires
ball
friends
freedom
music
want to be hardworking in university
unwanted
brinjal
heavy metal and techno
irritating and mean people
santa's list
iPhone 4S
robot to do my homework
more memory space and ram in my brain
and yes, good university grades
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snoop around
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