★ the little world, and the big dream ★
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
=)
tired.
yesterday was a nice monday. dunnit to chiong tutorials yesterday. normally monday breaks would be spent on copying tutorials. it may be chem tutorial, econs tutorial or bio prac/tutorial. surprisingly yesterday wasnt bad, apart from bio spa, which i chionged to complete my report. wrote till one part of my palm bled...friction wears skin away ><
today wasnt bad. bio tutorial, gp lecture, econs tutorial, maths lecture, chem tutorial, pw lecture. was a bore la. i understood a bit of vectors 2. i couldnt understand aything on vector 1. anybody can help me? i need help all the way from functions, differentiation and vectors. oooh i enjoy shouting jaran's name~! JARAN~!
supposedly wanted to play ball today cause i was feeling fat. some soccer pe group wanted to use the bball courts so we waited until 5, then at 5, jiarong wanted me to pei him run 10 outermost rounds, so i nicely agreed. so we ran, tortoise speed. then halfway shao jie joined us. after 10 rounds, jiarong wanted to continue. i stopped to massage and stretch my hurting old quadricep injury before continuing running another 5 rounds. wahhh i felt like...lighter and more refreshed. had a good run~ shoot some balls before heading home. was, quite on form. it felt good~ part from the fact that my legs are tired.
completed bio notes. i'm lazy to do functions tutorial. maybe some other day. shall spend time in the co room to complete them.
and tomorrow have rugby~ i wanna tackle more people~
looking at my size, i should be the one running with the ball, avoiding tackles and scoring points right? nahx. i prefer bringing opponents down. i'm wierd....ambitious~!
tomorrow have co~tianshan. i duno what to do la. i'm sure there would be much disorder and queries. must i even teach the theory part? my music theory suck too kk.
life has been....alright i guess. oh and 28th july was huirong's burfday~
=D
happy burfday rongrong~! xD
i'll try find some numbers for you~
ooh i got my new water dispenser~!
shall drink more water from now on..
You were with me till;
10:30 PM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
=(
haix. we did achieve his dream. we brought a igher standard of percussion music to dhsco. but we just couldnt pass it on. we can learn, but we cant teach. we have to admit. we were good players. possibly the bests in our reign.
i dun want to join tpa.
i want something that i can be comfortable in.
if i join tpa now, i'm not fit to join them for activities. they are 'like pro~ and me now?
cui lo...
i doubt i will reach any prime. i wount have 2 primes...
i'm lousy le..
gettit?
sook han, i can learn, but i cant teach.
i was never aiming for an SL spot.
i was never confident of being SL...
i cant teach!!!!!!!
You were with me till;
12:58 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
=)
Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1) i see no point in learning maths. we dun use logarithm or integration in NTUC, do we?
2) i dont eat brinjals. i just dont. no way am i gonna eat that weird purple thing..
3) i drink a lot. of soft drinks. i dun like tastless stuff..
4) i use more brain space on music than knowledge.
5) after 5 years of playing goalkeeper, i realise i play better in attacking midfield after 3 full length games of soccer.
6) i love squeezing through crowds. its just so easy when you are small.
7) i'm feather weight of 45kg. amazing huh...
8) my dream holiday lies in the native animal kingdom, africa~ i swear i'm gonna go there, be it in 10 years or 50 years. i must got to africa...
9) i love cartoons, and i still watch them. say...pokemon, doraemon, spongebob, teen titans....
10) i prefer keeping a low profile. please...shhhh kkz.
next 6:
tutu ong xiu li, yaoxin chicky, nina, fat weijian, huifang, jessly~ =D
You were with me till;
10:57 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
=)
the hip CT...
my class sk2 promoter...
evidence...
when bruce banner gets angry, he turns into the hulk. when the hulk gets angry, he turns into jian feng....
hong ming's pro-ness!
yujing and me~
nyco syf presentation~
got bored and thus i decide to post some random pictures...
i still have to complete reading programme work, maths 6b and 6c and all are due tmr...
gosh....>.<
helpppp~!
anw harry potter was a disappointment..
sand castle building was tough...
cco bbq was fun!!
i totally missed them....awwss =)
lurve ya kkz~
You were with me till;
4:32 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
=)
back home~
printed bio notes. sent pw. think i did what i wanted to do bahx.
brought donuts to school. shared it with mel jie. but small tummy melate only 1. i ate 2. joey 1 and yincheong 1.
tired. i snoozed durng bio, chem lectures and pw session. was half snoozing at reading programmes. dno why suddenly sooo tired. must be bcos of the rain bahx..
rain rain go away....
tired. i brought the shou gu home. i wanna prac it~
my left hand just cant snap...rarrrr. lousy me. lousy lousyy...
=(
i'm offiially broke. really.
You were with me till;
10:32 PM
=)
hi i'm blogging from sch, waiting for mel jiejie to reach, and apparently she's late...by 7 mins le =) my donuts are looking delicious....sookhan wanna eat them.
You were with me till;
7:13 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
=)
CLASS TEE LOVE~!
DONUTS LOVE~!
today is a day, where i slept in maths lecture.
cant help it, eyes closed on their own, not my fault....
after school, kaichin germs and suzhen and me went to queenstown. ate at ikea. cheapand good hot dogs and free flow drinks. 2 hot gog and i cup cost $2.70...munch munch.
went queensway and after walking so much, we went back to the 1st shop we stepped in and ordered out class tee there.
ppl pls pay $29. we arent charging service fees...
and i went to buy donuts~
yayness....
xD
who wants my beloved donuts~???
hurhur =D
You were with me till;
9:25 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
=)
friday's tpa concert was great...overall great
got to:
1) meet guo lao shi again since his return on syf presentation. my shi fu~ shall elaborate a little on him below.
2) got to meet my seniors which include yuwei, eugene, mervyn, yunxin, yanjie, weiqi, peini, primero, kenneth, zhishan, zhiwei and most of all, hsu imm~!!! gosh she can play daji lo!! last time yang qin de, after sometime of remoteness, now see her on stage performing daji~!! gosh so proud of her~XDDDDD
3) witness the proness of yunxin, yuwei performing ba ge...
4) revive my memories.....
flashbacked on my days of playing niu dou hu, chao yin, lao shu qu qin, canon in d....aiiii
days where my batch of djy raised the standards of dhscodjy...
days where the 4 of us strived to be the very best we can be...
days where guo lao shi placed so much trust and faith in us...
days where we knew we were one of the best...
now what am i?
are the days gone? have i reached my prime, or am i past my prime?
i watched tpa in awe...and i asked myself: can i be like them? or am i already like them? or will i never be like them?
i think my wrist ability is gone, after 11yrs immersed in making chinese music...
i'm just a worn out elite, like a retired player...
anw its guo lao shi's birthday
HAPPY BURFDAY SHI FU~
heres a short story of yours truly co life
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entered dhs under niche programme. stuck in dhsco. guo lao shi told me i had to learn everything from scratch again even though i had some basic knowledge. my djy life is joined by kiang gei, hong ming and chai hong. we learned theory and had some hands on. mastered practice 1 to 7 in a jiffy, learned to hit bian, and mastered gun he tao in sec1. joined national youth percussion festival where we had our first major performance. jixun made me realise that i do have some talent. ttk declared my group the winner of some competition, where we played a song we created ourselves from some notes that he selected. eg: 1766332371766323765. we use the notes to sui bian create a tune and play in our own style. and we won~
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the year starts with learning of qin wang po zhen yue and tai yang. got invited to join da zu for a little mang chun. performed in dhsco annual. joined da zu. praced kuai gu duan and long teng. later part of the year we praced chao yin. guo lao shi gave me the yun luo part, where it changed my entire co life..found my calling...
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prepared for syf, went to malaysia trip. performed dhsco annual. altough there were some hiccups dring some practices before gongyan, things went fine after that. thinking back about that day where he punished me, i think it would leave that scar in my heart for a very long time. guo lao shi left after our syf to futher his abilities. wang lao shi tookover some practices. guo lao shicame back to lead our syf presentation with tian wen and mang chun. and i got my hug from him after mang chun, on stage =) reporter came to school to interview us about co in singapore, and tada~ i got a cam recording of me and my beloved yun luo during mang chun. and guo lao shi made me solo....paisehh loh!! stood there like a retard...
passing down lead to me assisting ruthrox with $$$. praced niu dou hu.
sec4
i missed performing with co in 50th anniversary due to the heritage run and the finale piece of my composition. but surprisingly guo lao shi wasnt mad with me putting aside co for other events. missed some co practice to return to running.
after i stepped down. i still have some regrets....
nvm about that.
i dont think i can reach that evel of excellence again.
some songs that really got my heart moving:
hua mu lan, chang cheng sui xiang, tian wen, man jiang hong, mang chun, huang he, long teng, niu dou hu, tian shan, chao yin, chang di,
other songs include ren ding sheng tian, yao zu wu qu, yi meng shan, yue fei, tai yang, cha xiang, brazillian street dance, samba.....
i'm not at my best. anymore.
not with cco, not with nyco.
i'll nv hit my level of excellence anymore.
i'm not a rusted nail...
i'm a broken nail.
i function no more...
but thanks to guo lao shi, i shined for 4 yrs.
thank you guo lao shi, and happy birthday to you.
i only have shattered dreams...~*
You were with me till;
9:28 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
=(
u = what you eat
what you eat = what you shit
hence,
u = what you shit
today is a boring day. went school for some pw, then slacked and play ball till 12pm, then photo taking, then bio lecture, then its back to ball...
and i failed bio...
if nv count wrong, i failed by a wee bit...sad
i flunk my mid yrs.
damm demoralising...
nvm, i was nv meant to study in my life...
i'll continue to study...if i dun study, then i dno what i'm gonna do everyday.
kids in singapore are seen as objects that carry bags filled with papers and some books, a pencil case, pe attire......
if i dun study, my bag will be filled with a water bottle, some clothes, mp3, towel, a pen, laptop...and my hands will have either:
1) basketball
2) bowling ball
3) cue stick
4)popcorn
and i'll be at either:
1) basketball court
2) soccer field
3) moster cue
4) cinema
5) shopping centre
6) home, on the sofa watching kids central?
wahlao demoralisng loh...stupid bio
i never liked respiration or photosynthesis...
and i cant be bothered about knowing what are carbohydrates, proteins or lipids...
i just eat and eat and i dun care what the food is made of...
and i know..lipids make us fat..
and i'm full of lipids...
screw la! tomorrow timetable:
8am to 10.30am PW DISCUSSION
10.30m to 11.30am GP LECTURE
11.30am to 1.30pm MATHS LECTURE
1.30pm to 2pm LUNCH
2pm to 3pm CHEM LECTURE
3pm to 6pm LEADERS PRE-EVENT PREPARATIONS at I-space
i'm booked the whole day...a meek 30mins lunch...that will last me till 6pm
and food takes about 4hrs for digestion...
and yupp...6.45pm gonna meet luojun and janice at raffles place mrt station...
i dun tink i can reach on time loh~
waddahell lo...i haven do bio hmk...
sat 8am got bio tutorial...
>.<
You were with me till;
7:45 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
=(
haii. although you're not angry with me, i still feel guilty..
it was a misunderstanding...
haii my fault my fault.
should have made things clear and clarified.
you were really fierce and angry...
i was never meaning it that way. i was not attacking their school.
i'm never thought that way. haii whatever i say now is useless. its over.
very glad you werent mad at me.
you're nice. it was a pure misunderstanding kk!! i dun have evil thoughts at that time~!!
i just thought of their performance and just said what i thought about them. i wasnt hitting at their school. i was just referring to them...only
dun angry with me kk.
i nv thought that way. their school have good players. elvie is an example. i really nv thought that way!! really!! believe me!!!
very glad you werent angry. i was preparing myself for a scolding when i was dialing your number...thankyou very much!
=D
although i'm sill feeling very very guilty...
things about yesterday syf presentation, and my very unlucky day today shall not be discussed here.
You were with me till;
6:52 PM
Sunday, July 8, 2007
congrats to me.
wireless internet for my new computer is now established.
no more wire dragging and connecting days~
whooo~!
=)
today must do pw...
i sourced information le
but now i wanna go granparents house.
can do pw there.
but there no printer T_T
aiyaaaaaaaaaa
nvm burn midnite oil tonight.
after grandparents home must go back home T_T
sobzzz.
You were with me till;
1:33 PM
Saturday, July 7, 2007
first dat after hair-cut. woke up without hair in my eyes. feeling weird. woke at 10am and felt piggish.
i din do much today. i just....
1) fiddled around the com
2) upgrade my hard drives
3) changed my cd drive to a cd/rw drive
4) doubled my ram
5) installed antivirus and destroyed 12viruses
6) transferred 2gb of songs from old com to new com
7) downloaded some songs to my phone
gosh i slacked today. totally.
=X
You were with me till;
10:52 PM
Friday, July 6, 2007
=)
jump back to
ytd.
ytd was
syf presentation rehearsal.
sch ended at 12pm for us (co)
pugilistic ended at 9.30am
pe was
bball. was a bore la. doing
dribs and footwork.
then
gp was a bore too. was fiddling with my phone the whole lesson.
maths was alright...at least i understand.
ct period was potluck...so i ate like a pig..
i am a fat pig
anw~
went to take suspended cymbals, mallets and triangle for later on.
left
tgt for SCH. glad to see
ming kwang and
derek back.
sookie and
dom would join us later on.
took bus to
bishan and took
mrt to
tanjong pagar.
on the way we were talking about how fat/old/ugly
yur momma is.
then reached SCH and went to holding room and settled down before all the bring things start.
our performance was...speechless.
it was impressive but we can be better.
it was a boring afternoon.
brought the suspended cymbal and triangle home.
got stares from the public.
what is that guy doing with a round disc and a metal thing in his hand?
a nice woman offered me her seat on a bus but i declined.
i'm alighting 5 stops after....
today...
went sch for
pw.
carrying my suspended cymbals.
it was troublesome but,
lol i had fun with it~
its my
zhao yao jing!
returned it to co room, and i realised i forgot to return the mallets and triangle which are still in my bag.
nvm can return another day.
did some
pw work.
guess my group, is pro~
we talk serious business.
though we might have different ideas, but guess we'll compromise.
and i need to learn how to accept other people's viewpoint (lots of people tell me this before, and i
rmbed it today!)
so i listened to other's ideas, and
hmmm,
yeaa it sounds logical. although things might not be what i really want, but ideas of other people might work out too.
ideas+reasons to support=workable idea
in life, things might not always go your way.
the wind might not always blow your ship to your destination.
but make the best out of it~
brought
weijian and
dom to my home to look at the
guzheng.
then we played carom and
foosball.
weijian won in carom, cause he hit in the red seed which skyrocketed his score and won us.
and i thrashed
dom in
foosball~!
yay!
no spinning allowed!!!
went to cut my hair, and really regretted it.
i told the barber "
ok the fringe short enough"
after a while, he went to disturb my fringe and cut it shorted.
and after another 2 minutes, he cut it shorter again.
so i have nearly no fringe now~
and even though i told him no slope, he went to slope the end part of my back.
wahlau barbers need English lessons seriously.
they must obtain at least a C for
o'level English. i dun care!
i'm gonna live with bad hair for at least a month.
screw that barber.
yay fantasy premier league start
le!
and i formed my team~
=DD
cant wait for
EPL to start...
You were with me till;
9:00 PM
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
=)
lolz i realise news of my operation went about real fast, even to my CTs...
gosh thanks for concerns.
went to EnT centre, waited real long for my turn.
explained to he specialist whats wrong, then he decided to carry on the mini op.
sprayed anesthetic(however you spell it) into my nose and told me to breathe in deeply so the anesthetic would go all the way down my throat. told me to wait outside the room for 10mins.
so i waited and waited for 20mins.
then he called me back in and began the search or the lump.
placed a long tube, with a mini camera at one end, connected to a big TV, through my nose, and at moments he told the nurse to "capture", so i presume that he's taking photos of my dearest throat.
it was really uncomfortable.
the anesthatic was cold, and plus a tube through your nose, it makes matters worse.
hen he told me to say "EEEEEEEE", so i "EEEEEE-ed" for him so my epiglottis would flap back and the camera can pass through. really discomfort.
thank god he took the camera out soon....
then he said..gonna cut something...
i tio shock. nvm i predicted it. so he place another tube down, with a mini(real small) sissors at the end and put the tube through my mouth, down my throat, and say "EEEEE" again, and in a short while, a little click sound, and a lot of pain, and lalalala everythings over. bloody mouth....
he cut a mini 'acid build up'. he say its caused either by:
1) food allergy
2) drink and eat within 3hrs before i sleep
and i always drink lots of water before i sleep...its a habit of me hydrating my body before i sleep, in-case i lose too much water vapour when i sleep....
(i dont snore, for your info....i dont! ask hongming...i dont~!)
and i eat a lot. kelvin is always hungryy.
supper makes me jump out of bed...
gosh must change this 2 "BAD" habits of mine..
hey ppl, heres an advice
if you dun wan to have some funny lump forming in yur throat, dun eat or drink 3 hrs before you go to bed, and pray hard yu dun have a food allergy. hoho. so much for my op. i got a big box of acid neutraliser...as medication.
lolz~! =D
heard my result for midyr H2 maths and chem.
yurs truly decide...not to reveal marks in my blog.
had co today. lots of dsa kids. and ms ding seems interested in all....
kids beware....
anw, i dun like MATSURI. doesnt sound nice.
and nyco...upcoming song is FESTIVE at TIAN SHAN MOUNTAIN!
happy notz?
anw dom's sis is pro! fiona chng, welcome to nyco~(my opinion)
yiling dun forget wors! $1.50 ritex?
and yupp jiayouz wor!! yu can do it de!
i'm beginning to sneeze at a rate of 1 per 20sec~ *sniffs*
You were with me till;
10:19 PM
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
=)
before i forget...
i wanna talk about GOOD SERVICE
bus 70 has always been a bus i'll always take.
either to go to paya lebar, or just the nearby serangoon central, or to go parkway...marine parade..blahx
and sometimes i wuld meet this indian bus captain.
NAHX i'm not gonna niao the dark side anymore.
this bus captain would open the doors of his bus, and greet EVERY SINGLE boarding passenger with a "GOOD____ welcome aboard!"
he would look at EVERY SINGLE passenger and greet them!
then he would wait for every boarding passenger to sit down before moving off.
he wants us to sit down if there is a seat, so that we wouldnt fall.
then when we want to alight, he would tell us to not stand up to go to the exit when the bus is still moving cause we might fall and drop our barang barangs.
he will tell us to wait for the bus to stop completely at the stop then tell us its ok to alight now.
then we would greet EVERY SINGLE ALIGHTING PASSENGERS "thank you and have a nice day", and he would wave bye bye de!
if we dont bother, he would horn his bus for a little while, then while the surprise us turn back to look, he would wave~!!!
NICE SERVICE =)
ok now for some bad news.
MACDONALDS STUDENT MEAL UPSIZE HAS INCREASED PRICE!
from $4.90 to $5.00
and the large fries had became a medium fries.
increase price + smaller fries size = not worth it!
to think i thought that GST rise dont affect macdonalds.
i was soooooo wrong.
ok.
lets jump back to yesterday.
went to nyco exco gathering.
i though i was gonna be late and not be able to meet the 12pm at bedok mrt timing.
but cause my bus and mrt both arrived early, i reached at 11.58am.
the rest arrived shortly after me. lester look like a tourist with his shades.
went to east coast park. walked quite a distance before we reached a bike rental shop.
but little did we know that sookhan cant ride a bike. haix. and she decided that she would walk! while we bike...gosh guilty..
i decided to ride slower with germaine to accompany sookhan and veronice (her second time riding a bike).
after biking, tedson arrived. went to mac. after mac, sookie, veron and germaine left. me dom and yiling went to play pool. weijian, lester, jessly, tedson and huifang went to kayak.
pool wasnt bad. a bit better than the last time. i declare, yiling love her cue...
after pool, i decide to leave as time is running fast...
so i tried to look for a bus after i changed clothes..
but ater some time searching for a bus stop with operating bus services...
i conclude that on week days, there arent bus services at the place i tried to look for.
so i cabbed.
and halfway, the driver drove on a wrong road. paid $1 more...
peak hour +$2
total $9.30...
ate zhengfahuohaixian
like barbaque liddat.
ate A LOT!
went arcade. and nyein is PRO at the drumset!
gosh i wanna drag her to CCODJY!!!
went back home.
although i spend a lot of $ ytd, i'm happy.
thanks to nyco and cco, esp yaoxin and joel.
and thanks wangui for...you know what!
You were with me till;
8:59 PM
Sunday, July 1, 2007
=)
yay thankyu yujing!!
got the keyboard from her.
then spend a whole day with her.
=)
a lot of things to catch up with her.
and i'm using the keyboard she gave me.
afer me taking so much time to move instrus, making her wait so long, i finally got done and we went to eat yoshinoya. my treat~
then went to bukittimah courts. took us some time to figure out our way there.
wasted some time to talk to the salesman and after some phone calls here and there, he finally agreed to change the ugly mp3 player for a better looking one...
the ugly mp3 player had an ugly black dot on it...
then we stoned at mac where yujing treated me to a flurry..and i feel fat now...
then we took a bus back...and on the bus we were...racist
ok it was me who started it. cause we were surrounded by the dark side.
then i was feeling pro-jedi
so i attacked the dark side with my chinese-sabre.
i went to test my keyboard. its kind of hard to press as the whole thing ismade of thin wires embedded by rubber.
its a rubber keyboard...foldable.
ok it looks cool.
i shall get use typing on it.
new o2 phone xda lls
i cant get the wifi wireless working!!!
rarr...
i'm bored storing new contacts in the phone....
You were with me till;
1:48 PM
★ Flipside ★
kelly ang
kelvin ang 26101990
desires
ball
friends
freedom
music
want to be hardworking in university
unwanted
brinjal
heavy metal and techno
irritating and mean people
santa's list
iPhone 4S
robot to do my homework
more memory space and ram in my brain
and yes, good university grades
★ the sun and green hills ★
snoop around
music fills my world