sometimes i think to myself, should i go for cornea replacement?

will anyone donate a cornea to me?

my right eye doesnt seem to get any better.

if you dont know, i got microscopic keratitis in my right eye between april and june. its some fungal attack.

it led to itchy eyes, red eyes, eye blood vessel bursting, short sharp pain, vision blurring. yea it was never comfortable.

Doc= some indian woman
at first doc thought its some particle or what that got right into my eye.
then after some time, thought its some minor germs. gave me steroid and some antibiotics.

doc= young chinese woman
on one occasion, they scraped my cornea. before they scrape, they gave me some anesthetic. and my eye didnt like it. scraping involves inserting a needle into your cornea and taking from jelly-like cornea out. and at the same time, removing some colonies of germs.but nonetheless, the job was done. my eye survived.

then on another occasion, have to scrape again, and put that stupid anesthetic again. i think my eye got angry, and decided to blink like nobodies business. then it happened.

the needle penetrated deep in due to my eye's protests. and ZAAAA~! a scar was created. and my vision in my right eye is TADA~ blur ever since.

doc= the most professional doc in national eye centre
and worse still, i went for a 3rd scraping. BECAUSE THE DOCTOR SAID THEY CANT DETECT ANYTHING FROM MY PAST 2 SCRAPINGS. dang.

i think the doc got fustrated with my eye keep blinking, and decided to stop after a few scrapes with a metal blade, the type used to shave sideburns de. guys should know.

so after all the scraping, and the scar, my right eye is bad.
got stronger, steroid, better antibiotics and eyedrops.

then next appointment, they said its that stupid microscopic keratitis. got some non-commercial anti-worm-cute-packaging-tablets. the packaging look like some medicine made in rural vilage of timpaktu. doesnt look professional packaging, yarh. wadeva.


take le, then no more red itchy pain eyes.


then after a few more consultation, i'm discharged on june 19.

but my right eye seems dead.


back to my question,

WHO IS WILLING TO DONATE POOR KELVIN A CORNEA?


dang, to think NS need to fire guns, and gotta look through the binoculars thing on the gun to aim at enemies. i wont be able to see anything through my right eye. boohoohoo.
i think i'll shoot my fellow NS men.

please please, donate me a cornea.