Monday, July 21, 2008
peektures and personal.
i promised peektures. i aint feeling in the best mood, but i'll try make my peektures entertaining and light heated.
once again, i'll begin with my big idol, felicia chin~

wowie~ this is a good idea. allow people to enjoy waiting for an mrt. should put up more in singapore. every corner, every pillar.
cant get enough of her, here's a close up~
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look at this, dunno wad it is huh~ some chinese box of something? old chinese tales?
nah. its food in a box nicely packaged. see~
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nice nice. and this photo is also evidence i studied.

i dunno if i ever upload ths photo, but nonetheless, i'll put it up.
who can get enough of vitagen huh? moreover, its felicia chin's commercial. the more the merrier.

amg mo kio hub, with zay jie and huanyi. we queued for this. but zay cant stand the smell.
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sorry, none for you. dno wad it looks like? go buy lo~ $1.50 for one durian pancake.
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yes everyone wants my martell cordon bleu. nah none for anyone~
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my desktop picture now. a com in a com, in a com, in my com.
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another craving of mr bean. yes i am a bean fan~
i wanna rant something. i be honest, i just sobbed. the moment my parents closed the door as the went out, i cried. like nobody's business.
i dont like crying infront of people. its a once in a purple moon if i ever did.
yes, i know i didnt do very well for mid yr, but daddy, please understand that i've improved about 30 marks for all and each papers, excluding GP. ou've been yelling at me for your whole life. and you just did it again an hour ago.
i dont blame you if you dont understand education of today. you never made it pass o levels, i cant help it. but i understand that you rant for a good cause. but its time i wanna make things clear. its nothing negative. although i never say it or what, i love you daddy and mommy.
to daddy:
you never gave me any before, since i was born.
you never praised me when i learned how to crawl or walk.
you never praised me when i ran my 1st 1500m race and got 3rd.
you never praised me when i got 3rd for my 100m
you never praised me when i got 2nd for my ball relay.
you never praised me when i do something right, or something praiseworthy.
never acknowledge my efforts to help out, or to ease your burden
you never praised me when i got into EM1.
no happy face when i got my bursary.
not happy when i top my class in maths and science
no smile when i got 252+2 for psle.
no contented face when i perform on stage.
not delighted when i make the basketball team.
not proud when i prove people wrong that i can play bball and rugby despite my size.
never proud with all my medals.
not happy with all my certificates.
but for once, at least when i need a pat on the back, when i need the extra backing, when i need the encouragement, when i'm most down and on the verge of breaking down and give up everything i have in life...
i dont need your encouragement
i dont need your hug
i dont want much from you
i just want you to
smile at me
and tell me
"son, i believe in you. i'm a happy dad."
You were with me till;
7:56 PM