my heart melted under those words. i have, just, too much to say to you.

it can be summarised into 3 words.


its been hard on you. i know. its heartening to know that you spent one whole day just on me. after the whole of tonight, i really dunno what to type here.

i wun deny i'm disappointed, for that brief moment. but i'm still hanging.

its been really hard on you baby, i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry to have put you under my pressure. i'm really proud of you. i'm very happy. after knowing that in fact, i do have a place in your heart. thanks baby. and i'm proud that you're a capable, sensible, mature girl, and most of all, i really enjoy and treasure your presence. yea its only been a short while, but i do remember every single moment.

and yep, with me all the while whining about lipids.

and i still do believe in a future. i do have trust and faith in you.


its just one day since yesterday. but you've been through a lot. tonight seems like the longest night i've been through, breathing at an irregular pace. but its a night filled with lots of things which holds great meaning and depth in them.

believe me. make it real. theres the special connection between us. perhaps its just one way, but i hope you feel it too. i've placed everything on the line. everything is all set on the rope. this minor blow wouldnt dent anything.


baby. trust me. i hope the insecurity can be reassured. all i want, is just, a little tug on the rope that let my palm feel flat land.

distance cant make me love you any lesser. i'm sure it wouldnt affect me, and i hope it wouldnt affect you either. you're doing great all along. and i admire that a lot. you see, thats what i like about you. and you're real sweet too.


dreams, are real. my love is too. i'll hang on. waiting for you.
baby, i love you.