was very emo yesterday. yi ling knows why. but please dont pester her. thanks everyone for your concern. i dread the day that ding lao shi returns back to nyco. i dont wanna that day to come.

yesterday did napfa test 5 stations. first was pull up. whizzed through it. A grade.
next was shuttle run, i clocked 10.2s, which was suppose to be the smallest B grade, next to an A grade, but theacher gave me and A. lalala...
nest was suppose to be sit ups, but we jumped to broad jump, for our health benefits. i surprisingly got a C. 227cm. yea this is like a lousy jump, but really, my broad jump is lousy.
sit ups, i did 52. painn la of course. A grade, duhh. if 52 dun get A, can die la...
then last, sit and reach. thanks to sheer amount of stretching, i did a personal best of 48cm.

lest jump to today, temporarily. i'll get back to yesterday after this
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today did 2.4km run. thank you sheryl! thanks for helping me take timing. lurvya!
had a good start, and falter halfway due to pain abs and quadriceps. my hamstring hurts too. did not do a full body and knee stretch. my old injury have been giving me problems ever since i strained my quads a few months ago during bball training in SRJC, and in nanyang one day training with jiarong and bronson.
my run took a blow when some "fresh people" chiong past me. got really demoralised. i dun like being overtaken. rarr. looks like i running so slow that people can overtake with ease.
demoralised + pain quads + pain abs = bad run.

i deproved.

a lot.

my last 100m was a sprint. i sprinted, then 3 other buys sprinted with me.
i won the sprint.
=)))
we were sprinting in a horizontal line. then i edge out them in the last 10m, ran past the finishing line.

then the pain in my quads took a big blow, and i crashed down to the floor. couldnt take the pain.

never mind about me. anw i clocked 10min09sec. its lke 30s more than my PB.

I, KELVIN ANG, FROM 0702, HERBY MAKE A SUGGESTION TO THE PE DEPARTMENT OF NYJC2007, THAT WARM UP TIME BEFORE VIGOROUS ACTIVITIES SHOULD BE LENGTHENED TO FACILITATE THOSE WITH SEVERE AND PERSISTENT INJURIES BEFORE. THIS IS TO PREVENT INJURIES FROM ACTING UP AND HURTING US PHYSICALLY. THIS IS ALSO TO PREVENT ANYBODY FROM SUSTAINING INJURIES DURING PE LESSONS.

doubt they would see this anyway. i already voiced it out to mr victor tan. nothing happened. its like, what the hell la.

i got 28 points, gold. i'm rather satisfied and contented. but my 2.4 can be much better. my broad jump can never be better anw, so max i can get its like 28pts.
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now back to yesterday. i was rather unhappy the whole day. i told much of my problems to yi ling on tuesday night, while she was doing her gpp. i'm sorry yi ling, for taking up much of your time. but i really appreciate it. thanks for being there for me.

i have a problem being in nyco. and the problem lies with the conductor.
her style dont suit me. i cant connect well with her. its like a key which dont fit into the lock. never mind.
and the nightmare of 10thmay2007 still haunts me. i'm still feeling guilty and demoralised. i owe the whole co an apology. i feel i do.
dagui is a scary song. i have a phobia of it. dont ask me about it.

i went into hiding during qing gong yan. mugging maths and chem at the corner of co room. after some studying, the event started. i sat throughout the whole event. i dont deserve to be in that celebration. i dont deserve anything. i did a COP performance on 10thmay. i dont belong there.

left with qin lei mommy to mug maths. i love her to bits lo! mommy you rawkk! we were joined by QUACK jiamin and ruilong ge soon, and xiangfeng joined us later. i learnt a lot from mommy. and mommy gladly agreed to lend me her cool calculator!
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today, had napfa 2.4, and then had gp tutorial. i flunk my gp essay. XX/50.
maths lecture was spent on listening to crap, writing down nonsense, and interpreting rubbish, finding errors with the lecturer. waste of time. CT period was spent trying to read some maths and some chem, while multi-tasking (smsing, watching a crap video, reading notes, passing down a handout and breathing at the same time).

then next was maths test. i was trying to collect bets on how much i would score for the test. the test was ok. summation was "pray hard i solved the questions correctly", MI was ok "normal", inequalities was "50% chance of doing it correctly", and graphing was ok, although i didnt spend much time on the last question, cause i couldnt find A and B, though i found C and D. so i decided not to waste time and jumped back to complete my method of difference question. overall, i hope i passed.

chem spa was SHIT. my accurancy marks are down the drain. my titration reading was SOOOOOO much different from the rest of the class. SHIT. DONT MENTION IT EVER AGAIN!
horrible spa. there goes my A level chem.


mommy qin lei, get well soon!
i buy you McDonalds when yu're well again ok!
lurvya mommy!

haha jiamin very cute!
huggX. =)

ps. for any co peep that wanna know my timeslot...ask me =)