★ the little world, and the big dream ★
Sunday, November 6, 2011
oh i cant believe im doing this.
how many years has it been?
just randomly read some really good friend's blog. its been so long.
i really hope she's fine and all, and girl if you're reading this, you know you can find me, anytime.
ok im in NTU, hall 5, CBC, and dying.
You were with me till;
4:51 PM
Saturday, September 4, 2010
RIP Grandpa.
though i dont spend much time with you, you always wanted the best for me.
you're old, and movement is difficult, yet everytime when i visit you, you summon all your strength to slowly walk out of your room to the hall and be with us.
you wrote me a letter to me when i was....in secondary school. that wasnt very long ago. in it, you told me to study hard, be like my sister. you told me to play basketball, and be fit. i did my best. i tried, grandpa, i really tried.
even though i dont understand 80% of what you say, i grasp the point you make. you always mentioned about me getting into university. i did it, grandpa. i promise you i'll work really hard in university and make you proud.
i always think of my university graduation day. a photo with grandma, me and you in it, like the one adrain have with you two. why did you leave 5years early? i know you want to see that photo as much as me, so why did you go?
you told me i'm grandma's favourite. grandpa, i'll take good care of grandma. this i promise you. i'll love her as much as you love her.
grandpa, do watch over us. take good care of yourself. i love you grandpa.
You were with me till;
1:38 AM
Monday, July 12, 2010
am i ancient or what. k guys can read from my tweeeeeter or facebook anyway. theres so much social networking now that you may even know things happening to me within 3minutes.
been watching movies/tv/youtube/worldcup.....
chionging like a real soldier.
fighting and laying my life for this god-forsaken place.
and still need to 1206 a stupid chocolate bar. (ok its a laser detector that we all have, but never use, then bring it outfield for what dammit.) and i lost it. fuck.
its fucking 500+ bucks. excluding GST.
i'm not earning big money.
been feeling down these few days. because of this. nahbehh.
dont mention anything to me with the word "bar" or "chocolate".
You were with me till;
11:46 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
1mth plus no blog.
coy's in taiwan. and some blackman is giving the stayback force of my coy trouble. he sucks.
mosquitoes everywhere too. and nothing is being done about it.
1 more cos duty left.
promoted finally. kind of late considering all the work i did as a pte.
chelsea just lost to tottnum 2-1. manutd won mancity 0-1 thanks to a 93rd min goal by scholes (header). big sucker punch for the blues.
3 more matches, 1 point lead. come on chelsea!
bought chelsea 2010-2011 home tee. hope its nice.
mysterious and sudden talk with an ex-schoolmate.
btw, marquee manutd gathering point sucks. with unpassionate fans, sucky venue, horrible screen projection. just prove my point that manutd fans only know how to sing glory glory manutd. horrible arent they. they are just glory hunters, self-labelled manutd fans who know nuts about their club. they dont know how to perform as real fans.
unlike us at turnstyles. passionate, cheer at every opportunity, sing our hearts out, and even get the press attention.
i love Turnstyles.
grandpa in hospital again.
look bad.
You were with me till;
2:44 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
food for thought people. basically, it sums up 3days of my army life.imagine, you're a policeman/woman. your friends got caught dealing drugs. and you caught them.they tell you, let us go. but you have a job, and justice to uphold. you arrest them.they served their term, they're out of jail. and they spread news that you're not helping your own friends. people look you in the eyes with a different gaze. people start thinking of you as somebody who would destroy bridges you build over months.________________________________________________________________read it people, and if you think the policeman is wrong to arrest his friends, you're one big cock.in my company, there are people like those drug dealers. people who expects others to help them get welfare, cut them some slack, so they have more admin time to play psp and relax.there are people with attitude problems. they know they are doing wrong things, but they still go ahead with it. they dont think of the consequences. they dont care about others. they dont care if their actions will affect others negatively. they dont care if their actions can get others into trouble. all they know is ME ME ME.there are people who go around scolding and F-ing others 24/7, and always thinking they are right, and others around him must be wrong. they think they are always the centre of attraction, and deserve the attention of others. when he talks, others must listen. when others have their own opinions, he doubts them, and place a huge big "WRONG" chop on their faces. when somebody says "issnt it lovely that it finally rains, the weather has been hot these few days", he replies "will you just fuck off la." attitude is so wrong.there are people who thinks their job is more tough than others, and when he return back to bunk and see others lying on the bed, he goes "you all enjoy life", not knowing that the people in the bunk just came back from a 10km route march, when he just came back from coy office. oh did i mention that he works probably a combined 2hrs a day on average? 7/8 of the time you see him working, is plain wayang-ing, eyeball exercise.there are lazy people, who sits down, ordering people about, and think he is the smartest person alive. he's king. he takes things from others like food, drinks, equipments. he doesnt bring cash into camp. he dont spend. he just takes. and he dont know what humility is. and he always label people stupid. he lies on his bed, and moves only his mouth "can you pass me the ____" when others cook their cup noodles, he goes "can give me some?" then he finishes 1/2 the cup, using the fork/spoon of the owner, and returning it to the owner without washing it. when others open a can of drink, he stretches his hand, grab the can, and say "give me some" i mentioned "SAY", not "ASK". he never buy his own cup noodles ever. he smoke 8 cigarettes a day, but only bring in camp a pack of 20. he still smokes routinely, but smoke cigarettes of others. he promise to repay others, but never do so for any of his actions.there are people who just hurt the feelings of others verballly, shooting their mouth off without thoughts going through their brain. there are people who talk bad about others, in the presence of the "victim", there are people who backstab others, there are people who land others around him in trouble with his actions. there are people who bully others, and pick on others. there are people who spread false rumours.my coy sucks.
You were with me till;
1:17 AM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
feel like building a raft and paddle to a far away island, set up a hut there and a vegetable garden, and live life away from all this madness.
with an NTUC nearby, a Mediacorp, a SingTel, a Tampines Mall....with less people!
and definitely no SAF on my island.
poker mood. ALL IN!
American Idol mood. i'm sorry honey, but you're gonna spend a whole lot more time with us *shocked face, followed by screams of joy*
arron kelly FTW!
i hate burning weekends. its an unfair world.
You were with me till;
5:33 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
yup i dont blog, because theres twitter!
but since i've some free time, here it goes:
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!and the best part of cny is1) cookies!
2) angbao!
3) visiting people you visit once a year
4) new clothes!
5) reunion dinner(s)
if you choose 1, you have a sweet tooth
if you choose 2, you're money-faced
if you choose 3, you need to get a life, and start visiting them more frequently
if you choose 4, you have burnt a hole in your pocket.
if you choose 5, you're gonna be fat.
if you choose all of the above, welcome to kelvin's world!
trick or angbao~
haul this year aint fabulous. need more angbao.
please give generously. it goes a long way into paying kelvin's future hostel fee.
many smses. phone kept vibrating. and many msges just left me dumbfounded.
the surroundings just slowed down. time seem to freeze. and the temperature fell to sub -15.
ever had the feeling of sheer coldness? like your blood circulation just stopped, and your blood gradually freeze down to your toes. that feeling sucks. seriously.
it happens when you're
1) extremely terrified
2) unsure of what's going to happen next
3) anticipating a result that will mean a lot
4) extremely heartbroken
5) totally lost
6) just committed a grave mistake that will surely be worse than being skinned alive
just ate buffet dinner, and i think i'm full up to my gut.
i'm burpy. i'm farty.
i'm full of air, but not hot air.
what diet?
cleared my 3000+emails inbox.
and i think my parents are totally pantang.
book in tomorrow. tuesday night, wed, thur, fri, sat, march, july, 2011, feb, 12thfeb...........ORD!
went to marina barrage, nice windy place.
i dont want to go CCO anymore!!!!
You were with me till;
11:37 PM
★ Flipside ★
kelly ang
kelvin ang 26101990
desires
ball
friends
freedom
music
want to be hardworking in university
unwanted
brinjal
heavy metal and techno
irritating and mean people
santa's list
iPhone 4S
robot to do my homework
more memory space and ram in my brain
and yes, good university grades
★ the sun and green hills ★
snoop around
music fills my world